coeurdesoldat:

Everybody wants it, but it’s so incredibly messy and hard. It hurts, it tears at your heart and rips it into a million pieces, but yet we all still long for someone to hold, someone to love, someone to be by our side forever. I know we’ve broken up a million times before, and I knew everything would be okay when you came back and said, “I miss you, I love you, Stay with me.” But this time it’s different. This time I can’t fall asleep and pretend it was all a dream, and know that it’s going to be okay in the morning. Because it’s not, you’re gone for good, and I don’t know how I feel about that yet. I promised myself I would never have to find out what it was like to be without you, but I guess all promises are broken some day. Just know that I love you more than anything, and I always will. No matter where you are, or who you’re with. I’ll be thinking of you.